T.I. Is Getting Back Up

After being in jail for the possession of federal weapons, he has decided to live life the better way.  His album "No Mercy" was released in December 7, 210.  His new song featuring Chris Brown is called "Get Back Up"  is dedicated to all his fans, his family and his closet friends.   Which is an apology and telling us that he going to get back up and do his thing without getting in trouble.  He is saying that he is only human and when people push you down, you have to get back up.  Many haters have disrespected him by saying things in websites, but no matter what he is getting back up.  He said, "Yes, it's hard living in the spotlight, trying to dodge the haters same time as the cop light."  This song is really deep and he is showing you how hard is life instead on saying things in general like some other artists.  His other song is I'm back which the title explains it.  He is back, but he is back in jail again for the possession of drugs and he has 11 months of probation, which he really regrets it...Hopefully we will be able to see in in 11 months.

The Courage to have Courage!

Courage takes time to get used to.  Getting up and talking to someone new and becoming who I really am was the hardest thing to do.  It doesn't take a day to have courage but it takes time depending on your situation.  If someone gives you a hand and help you walk through the pain and slippery path, you are likely to achieve.  However if you know and feel that no one can help you through, you should not feel that way because Jesus Christ can help you.  It takes time and prayer to make it through.  Waking up everyday from out of bed is hard to think it's going to be a better day.  When you actually put your mind and saying to yourself,
"Today is going to be filled with joy, because God wants me to achieve things."
Now that is a positive outlook!  Seeing a elder crossing the busy street, but just staring at him/her is not the way to make you feel good.  But, seeing him/her then walking an elder to the other side to the street can make you feel beyond gladness, but also you think back and say, "I actually had the courage to do that!"
 Your mother is having a hard knock life about the bills, but you can't seem to find the words to say to her.  Just putting your arms around her will make her smile inside.  Seeing someone sit by there selves having a face of a lonely prince/princess always makes me feel bad, but when your homeboys/homegirls don't seem to like the prince/princess it makes you a lot more peer pressured.  But when you don't really care about what anyone has to say and walking up to that person takes a lot more courage then most of these teenagers....
COURAGE IS ONE OF THE BEST THING YOU CAN HAVE.

My Wishes

I wish...
I wish there was no such thing as a war.
I wish there was no such thing as heart breaks.
I wish there was no guns be shot every second.
I wish every teenage don't have to go through peer pressure.
I wish I knew my dad so he can teach my how to play strong.
I wish there wouldn't be jealousy.
I wish the who universe had the perfect melody for our heart playing all day, all night.
I wish there wasn't any confusion in the world. 
I wish patience was everything everyone can do.
I wish there was no such thing as judging.
I wish everyone stood everyone.
I wish I can go on and on....
but that's would be more then enough.
Life wouldn't be life if it isn't the way it is now.

What leadership means to me...

Do you have to be born with natural talent to be a leadership? 
I honestly don't think so.... You need to know what you want before you do anything that you might regret. If you tell anything to do and you aren't educated, that will make you look pathetic.   However, you can't think you are smarter and better then everyone because everyone has a chance to be just as good as you.  You shouldn't be blind about people's thoughts and what they have to say.  If you think about what people have to say, they might not be right but if they are then go back and fix the solution yourself then tell them what to do.  Give yourself a chance to learn from other people and experiment everything you need to win.  You can't expect them to do everything perfect, but expect them to work the hardest. Take care if your people and get to know their strength and weakness, because you will feel helpless!!  Also one other thing is have character,  loyalty and honesty is the best you can do.  Don't make people do something that is uncomfortable unless they are ready for it.  Have humor and bring joy to your people.  No one likes a sad face right?  RIGHT!

Is Hope Really that Important???

If you ask me I would say OF COURSE!!  Life without hope is basically nothing to me.  I can't live thinking I am never going to accomplish my dreams...   In our Universe there are heroes but we also sometimes need to be hero to ourselves.  We can't always expect other people to grant out hope for us if we want it to come true.  My words might not make any sense but i know what I am saying.  Time is a waste for me if i don't know what life is about and if i keep giving up on everything.  NO I won't let that happen to me because I know I am strong and if I keep putting my hopes up at a balance then everything will be just fine.  You can't let anyone bring you down for the sake of your life.  Hope is your hero and courage is too.

I Love Him, but Funny Thing.... He don't Know Me

Can you see my eyes on you?  Can you see through my heart?  Can you see through my pain?  Can you see me?  Or am I just invisible....? 
Does she smile at you like the way you want her to?  Does she hear your voice as an angel like i do?
Because I do... When you sing the lyrics of joy it makes my day.  When you smile at the children it makes me love you even more.  When you put the laugh on ladies' faces it makes me proud.  However you don't know, you don't see me.  You don't even know my name, but I still wonder if you can look in my eyes and feel the same way.  If you only knew me you can see right through me.  She is never going to love you the way I want to.  It might not make any sense to you since we don't know anything about each other, but can I just love you and we can make a miracle happen.  Every quote and every word in the world is never going to describe the way I feel.  No matter how cheesy it sounds, you have to see the beauty we can have.  Whoever she is, she better hold on to you tight because she is the luckiest doll in the world.  She isn't invisible like me, so she should make the time worth living...

Always have Hope in Life =)

I think life without would be nothing but depression and no compassion and maybe you may fade away.  I believe that dreams come true and hope for all the righteousness you want but i don't think it's going to come magically.  You obviously need to work for your hope.  Without hope, maybe nothing good will happen.  I did have time when I gave up hope and just feels like it's not worth it and I am a failure anyway it goes, but just one spark in my head changed the way I live my life.  I put my heads up no matter what and when i walk down the hallway of my future, I make sure I keep my hope up.  Anything can happen and nothing is impossible if you put your mind to it!  Someone told me to always think negative and i did.  After what had happened to my mind and how depressed i was!  I asked my self  'What in the world was I thinking???'  I can't always let the sins I've done let my head hang down low.  Life is full of wishes to be granted!

Every End has a New Beginning

So who said when one event end that everything ends??? NO ONE!  Because i think Ever ending is a new beginning.  When me and my first love has broken up i thought it was the end of the world!! And since me and him ended it was also a good thing to me so i don't have to go through all the heartbreaks.  After the breakup i had a new beginning to live, i moved to a new town and my whole life i have always lived in the cities but now i live in a little town called Albert Lea.  It has started me a new life and new people and new school.  This is not the town i would choose to live in but in life you just have to deal with something you don't like.  I know something new and big event will come and once that event ends, there's always a new beginning.  It's like every starfish, when the parts gets cut out it will never stop growing because when it ends it starts up again!  Same thing with leaves, there life ends in autumn but it will always come back.  Let's live eternally with no regrets!!

Beauty

Beauty huh?  Is it about clothes? Makeup? Hair? Shoes? Jewelries????
NO!  It is not just that, it's much more.  It's about feeling good about yourself and having a good soul.  If makeup and material things going to make you feel good and yourself only then there's nothing wrong with that.  However if you try to impress people with beauty then it's not worth it.  You have to love yourself before others or else you won't be satisfied.  Having a good heart is being like a prince or a princess...LOYALTY.  It's caring for others and your people but also other people.  Having a good heart and doing goods for other makes you a beautiful person.   I don't think girls who who cares about what people say and try to put other downs are beautiful, i think they have a lot of insecurities.  I know makeup and materials things makes me feel beautiful but when i am a jerk to people i feel like an ugly witch.  God made us in a special way and we have special abilities and i think every one of us should find that if we haven't found it yet.  The University is beautiful and we should all appreciate ourselves and what God gave us! =)

Judging People

When people judge, it really bothers me! And even though i judge sometimes i feel really bad.  I understand it's human nature, but imagine a world so perfect without judging.  That would be my dream come true.  When people don't even know someone and they judge each other by appearance really is pathetic.  That person can be your best friend in the future and you look back and feel bad about how you have sinfully wrong them.  If you know who you are and the real you, then don't let the people that's judging you get in the way of your life.  Sometimes people don't know what to do in life but to talk crap, because of jealousy and loneliness.  So you got to show them that they are unique and beautiful in some way.  I believe that no one has the right to judge us but God, but i guess it's normal for people to judge but i really wish it would be different.  Some people say without all these conflicts it wouldn't be a world.  But i think anything can happen and still be a world =0

My Fashion Thoughts and Mind!

Hmmm.... i been looking through videos and comments about people thoughts on fashion, and there seem to be some misunderstood and horrible comments!  I read that a lot of you guys say its non-sense and superficial and that a lot of people is stereotype about the fashion and modeling industry.  I honestly think that whoever thinks that is very wrong.  Fashion is a piece of art in the world and clothes is another to express who you are and it's just like most us is quick to judge on people's appearance.  Have you guys realized that clothes is part of your appearance??  Well just stop and think before you really judge on this industry.  Fashion is also some people's dream and things they love, we all have different goals and dreams and fashion is part of mine. People say its very superficial but that term is not in my world.  It's called "ART!"  Everything in my opinion is beautiful and is something to someone.  It might be a piece of fabric, a shirt, furniture, or something much more!  Who would want to be the same as everybody else? NOT ME!  So get to know the world before you judge people's dreams =)

and here is my first design

Justice and Fairness

Who said life is fair?  NO ONE!  Who said we can't fight for justice?  A lot of people, but if your strong you will fight for what you believe!  Life ISN'T FAIR....PERIOD!  When life isn't fair, I stop and think that if everything in the world would be fair then it wouldn't be life!  Life is about learning and experiencing.  Fighting for our justice and our lives is what many great historical people have done, such as Martin Luther King.  People can tell us that our beliefs is trash, but we know that not everyone is going to agree with us.  There are going to be people that we love but that person might not love you back.  There are going to be people that will criticize you, but our justice is OURS and they can't take that away.  Fight for what you believe in and don't waste your time fighting people because of there criticism.

I love NOISE =)))

Imagine the world was once dead silence and there were no howling, screaming, no voice at all....  Would you like that very much?  I know i would just hate it, unless that's how God wants it to be like that.  Imagine the mute and deaf people.  Do they like being in that world?  Rarely anyone would like that.  The world without noise would make break my heart.  I would be depress and it would feel like i am living in darkness even though there's light.  Sounds is everywhere in the world and without sound the world won't be the way it is right now....  When people sing it makes me feel good.  The harmony that sounds so beautiful calms myself down when i have those rough pass.  Even if an irritating baby cry makes life the way it is.  A baby crying so beautiful to me.  It's when i know the baby is alive!  The sound of the wind blowing give us emotions to feel something in life is a gift in life.  Noises is what makes life!

The 3 Golden Hearts

So I am guessing you guys are wonder who in the world are the 3 Golden Hearts.  Am I right?  Jasian, Diamond and Cherish are the 3 Golden Hearts.  We are one of the most non-judgmental girls you will ever meet.  I don't just call them my bestfriends, i call them my golden sisters for life.  No matter what no other girls can ever in my life replace them.  We are outgoing and at the same time we are independent.  We count on each other and also have responsibilty for ourselves.  We honestly don't care about what crap in the world people will say about us.  We all just laugh about the stuff we hear, because we know that our time is special and we all have to make it worth more then any money in the world.  I don't think there's one thing that i never told them.  They know my deep secrets the things that happens in each other lives.  Just like most other sisters we have disagreements and a whole lot of nasty words we say to each other.  None of those things have had us falling apart.  The next day we all just act like nothing has happen and put a big smile on our face that is fill with laughter and joy.  We have that golden heart and mind and that's what makes up the 3 Golden Hearts...

Brian Reeves?? WHO THE HECK IS HE?

A future basketball star?  Fo real yo?!!!  Man that's Jane's future husband!  No, I am just playing with you guys.  I am saying that this guy seems like a pro to me even though i never seen him play.  But, I know he is one sexy tall 18 year old.  Reeves have said to me "What i love about basketball is that i can be myself and i feel so good and no one can ever stop me."  Well i say he has a fair amount of confident!  He so good that he stepped on the Timberwolves basketball court and he is looking good out there!  Isn't he?

He has started Varsity since 10th grade

 Besides his love of basketball that i think he is really kind but i think he can get too confident, but i guess that's fine if he don't get cocky!  He probably hates me now that i just said that.  On the other hand i think he is very kind and my favorite thing about him is that he is respectful.  Nothing is better than a respectful gentleman.  He don't know that he makes me smile and it makes my day, so shhhhhhh...don't tell him.  Isn't he amazingly hot?  

Does he have nice lips or what?  Girls BACK OFF because he is mine!  SIKE!  He is a good friend of mine and holla at him!http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=30792104&id=1472927244#!/profile.php?id=1822516036

The One Love

Why is there heartaches?  Why do all these boys lie to us?  Why do we fall so easily for them?  Is this human nature?  Does this happen for a reason?  If you ask me i would say things in life happen for a reason and it's always human nature to have the emotion we do and remember everything we feel is just feelings and not reasons.  All of us in high school is so new to this world and some of us haven't realize what life is really about.  We get to that stage when we think we know we will be with this one boy forever in our lifetime.  Don't get me wrong, there are such things but it's very rare.  Our first love is always foolishness and curiosity.  I know my first love was the best thing that ever happened.  I will always love him, but we all learned from out mistakes.  There are liars and cheaters out there so we all have to have a strong shield for our heart.  Love come in all different colors but we just got to be patient, because the true love will come soon...

Dreaming of Success

Everyone knows that dreaming and reality is way different from each other.  When i was sitting down watching some youtube blogs...i came to realize that you have to fight for what you want because life is not magic.  We got to make it happen.  I should have realized that a long time ago but i was so busy worrying about the non-sense drama that goes on our teenage lives.  Sitting down in your couch dreaming about what you want in the future is not going to get your no where.  The ones who get there butt up and being excited about it is a good start.  Starting is not easy because you have to find the first sentence of the book and keep following your paths until you achieve that golden star, but still it is just the beginning.  One you won that star, always try to take the lead!