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Dear blog,
I don't know what to write or what picture should I put up.  I feel really lazy right now and I just feel stupid for doing this lame blog.  I'm laying down on my bed and it's 8:00 P.M.  The weather is crazy, I swear Minnesota weather is bi-polar.  I really miss Burnsville, Eagan, Savage, Apple Valley, bloomington, and Minneapolis.  There were less people who judged me and here in Albert Lea feels like a big court city.  I wish it was more diverse and less smoking and drinking.  This blog is really killing time.  I'm on facebook and listening to African music.  I think I will go now.  Bye blog

Love Come In All Different Colors

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails ...
1 Corinthians 13:4–8a


Many of you might have heard of this verse before even if you aren't religious.  It's pretty much everywhere.  Sometimes people forget about this verse even they love it and believe that it's true.  Some people just think 'Oh it's a love quote and that's why I like it, because it's beautiful and has the word LOVE in it.'  People who truly believes might forget about it and make mistakes such as keep records of the wrong or is impatient with the love ones, or is rude and etc....  No one is perfect and no one can be perfect as that verse but as long as you have something to believe in and you don't have to believe it perfectly because no one can.  My words might not make sense, but how do you think love fails???  Perhaps impatience, keeping records of the bad pass (always living in the pass),  too many anger, and much more.  Love comes in all different colors but this verse says it all no matter what and who you love.   You have to love everyone with fairness but of course you show different affections.  People block that love for their families and friends when it comes to the opposite sex love (romance) and it's not what love is at all.  All that is, is feelings... look deep inside your heart and ask yourself questions and does the answer come out with those words in the verse?  Don't lie to yourself but trust in yourself.  Love everyone as you want to be loved.  Don't just love that one person.

My little London

Okay do you see that little chihuahua?  Yes.... that's my puppy and if you are wondering about her eyes and why it's red, well I wonder the same thing.  For some reason when the light hit her pupil it turns big and red or sometimes the pupil just shrinks.  Anyways,  I gotten her after Christmas 2010 and she was born October, 16th, 2010.  I think she is so dang beautiful and very emotional.  If you do one mean thing to her, there will be tears coming down her eyes and she will make "the sound."  Which I mean that sad whiny sound that puppies make and her eyes get big and pretty so she basically gets everything she wants.  She however can be very vicious or she can act like a rock just hit her head.  I think she is beautiful in every way.  If you guys every raised a pet, you should know what I mean.  Even my mom and my brother loves her everyday and I can't even believe how much my mom loves her, because I never seen her raise pets before except when I was little and I obviously don't remember anything.  Treat every animal with respect because we aren't that different. =)

Friendship and Lonliness

You know what I used to tell myself?  I told myself that I was independent and I don't need anybody in my life except God and my family and my best friend which I called sister, we would fight and argue over stupid things.  Every time that happens I would give up on everybody else and sit behind closed doors doing school works and caring about nobody else.  I thought I was such a grown independent woman, but deep inside I knew there was something missing.  I felt bored and had no life, but at the same time I was proud because I had good grades, I cared about school only and my business career in the future.  God knows that I felt lonely but I refused to admit it.  So a week or so later things went back.  Me and my sister started talking again and so did my my other friends.  I think a lot and I use logic but at the same time I followed my heart.  I love being independent but I can still have my best friend and my friends.  I always thought friendship was pointless until I met my sister.  Now I'm living life with good people in my life but at the same time I'm independent and try not to blame anyone for my issues.  I'm not so lonely anymore and remember girls, counting on your boyfriend is not good for your future.