What it Means to be Part of a Team

Being part of a team is being responsible with one another and cooperating together to make things work.  It can be a sport team, any activities, working on a project, relationships...etc  When you are playing a sport, you have to help each other and encourage each other and don't anything personal get to you and same thing with other things.  Relationship tends to be selfish sometimes when the two wants something but don't want to work it out together, that's not called being a team or partner.  Those things happens, but people in relationship needs to keep telling themselves that they have to work together in order to achieve the things you want in the relationship.    It takes so much guts for some people to step up and cooperate.  It's not like everything will be okay right away because life isn't that magical.  Fairness plays a big role too, for me, its hard to see someone doing most of the work and it's hard to see people left behind and have nothing to do.  It's hurts the person and they might fake it or act like they are fine but you will never know for sure... so being fair is one of the puzzle to a real team.  =)

Reputation

If you ask me if reputation is important... I would say it just depends on the person.  It shouldn't matter what people think of you but if you have a really bad reputation, that's dangerous.  God cares how you represent yourself but he also cares if you have a good heart in the inside.  I don't understand why people put themselves as a bad person when deep inside, they know they don't really want to be that person.  It's not a bad thing to represent yourself as you are inside, you can represent it by clothes, makeup but best of all, how you act!  Reputation evolves and it should change for the best and not for the worst.  Especially when you are older, you should have a good reputation towards the young ones because if you have a bad one, they will grow up that way and you will regret it unless they are smarter then the older ones.  Don't put yourself as someone else you don't like.  Don't try to fit in when you can do better then that.  Having a good reputation is having a good life.  People can't read your heart, your sould or your brain. They can see who you are if you just shpw them.  Don't people change who you are, because that ruins your reputation.

Youtube

So most of the people know in the world that youtube has basically everything!  If I haven't found youtube, I wouldn't be able to know the things I do now.  Youtube is part of my life because it changed me more and more for better.  I am not a youtube guru, but I am a subscriber to the people I look up to.  I mostly look at beauty stuff, hair, fashion which is another way for me to learn and knowledge myself for the future.  I am not just learning it to look good, but to feel good.  There's advice, confident talk, life talk which helps me feel so much better when my day is going horrible.  The people on Youtube takes there time to share their advice and feelings to us.  I know that some people do it to get free products and earn money, but when they put there hard work into it, that doesn't matter anymore to them because they do giveaways to us too.  I would show you guys their pictures but I figure that wouldn't be good because it's their pictures. 

However I can give you their youtube page and blog...

DulceCandy87:

http://www.youtube.com/user/DulceCandy87

http://www.dulcecandy.com/

Heather123:

http://www.youtube.com/user/heather123

http://ayeeheather123.blogspot.com/

Michelle Phan:

http://www.youtube.com/user/MichellePhan

http://michellephan-fansite.blogspot.com/

ilikeweylie:

http://www.youtube.com/user/ilikeweylie

bubzbeauty:

http://www.youtube.com/user/bubzbeauty

www.bubzbeauty.com

AndreasChoice:

http://www.youtube.com/user/andreaschoice?blend=1&ob=4

 http://www.AndreasChoiceOnline.com

Spring!!!

OOOOOO!!!!
Okay okay okay.... i love love love spring.  Alright I'll stop, anyways I love the colors, the blossom flowers, the fashion, jewelries, makeup looks and everything!  The shoes is probably my favorite even though I don't have to job to buy them but I love to look in magazines and other people wearing them.  The wedges that are made out of corks and wood are so wearable for spring and summer too or they can be made out of something else too.

Look at these colorful wedge and the wedges made out of cork.

 One thing I love about spring is when girls wear dressed, the wind and flower blooming makes your hair and skin look so wonder with the dresses the girls wear.  I feel so free when it's windy and when it's raining hard, I feel so peaceful and relaxing.

Rhianna wearing a beautiful floral dress...

Jewelries and accessories is always a big thing when it comes to spring, all the floral accessories and the colorful beads is such joy to me.  It's time to take the black and white in winter away and put in the colorful bright colors to brighten every heart world.

 

Belt a bright thin belt on the waist to brighten up a plain color dress so Spring can be Spring.   =)

I think I'm thinking too much

Two more years until I head off to college and begin the journey.  I keep thinking about it and I know i should enjoy being young, but I can't help but look back and then look at me now.  Time has gone by so fast and everything has changed, inside and out.  I'm so worried that I might now be able to get accepted to college, it's my dreams and I love to learn.  People tell me all the time that I will do something big and design big things, but I my heart is unsure right now.  I want to be confident but if you look at all these designers, they are absolutely amazing.  There are so many types of fabrics, texture, color, style, but it seems so hard and overwhelming.  Am I loosing hope?  Why am I so unsure?  I feel like something is missing in my life, but I just don't seem to get it.  Will Father help me?  Time is going by so fast and I need to look at reality instead of dreaming, but I just don't know where to start.  Can someone help me?

Respect

Respect is what should be done every single day.  Respect everyone, respect every species in the world, respect everything.  Number one key to earn my trust is respect.  It hurts and bothers me when kids disrespect teachers and other adults.  I done it before and it does hurt, it made me feel bad.  Men who disrespect women is one of the things I can't stand.  People should respect each other no matter what wrong they have done.  Love the world like you would want to be loved.  I can't be perfect either but at least I realize what's wrong and right.  It's life and you have to deal with people sooner or later.  Respect them because you never know what God will gift back to you.  People might not respect you back but God will.  He will appreciate the good things you done and he will grant you something good back.  Influences are all over the world and that can prevent us from respecting, but the ones who are strong enough can fight that sin.  I am not a perfect person but I know how perfect God is and I follow him.

Random

Dear blog,
I don't know what to write or what picture should I put up.  I feel really lazy right now and I just feel stupid for doing this lame blog.  I'm laying down on my bed and it's 8:00 P.M.  The weather is crazy, I swear Minnesota weather is bi-polar.  I really miss Burnsville, Eagan, Savage, Apple Valley, bloomington, and Minneapolis.  There were less people who judged me and here in Albert Lea feels like a big court city.  I wish it was more diverse and less smoking and drinking.  This blog is really killing time.  I'm on facebook and listening to African music.  I think I will go now.  Bye blog

Love Come In All Different Colors

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails ...
1 Corinthians 13:4–8a


Many of you might have heard of this verse before even if you aren't religious.  It's pretty much everywhere.  Sometimes people forget about this verse even they love it and believe that it's true.  Some people just think 'Oh it's a love quote and that's why I like it, because it's beautiful and has the word LOVE in it.'  People who truly believes might forget about it and make mistakes such as keep records of the wrong or is impatient with the love ones, or is rude and etc....  No one is perfect and no one can be perfect as that verse but as long as you have something to believe in and you don't have to believe it perfectly because no one can.  My words might not make sense, but how do you think love fails???  Perhaps impatience, keeping records of the bad pass (always living in the pass),  too many anger, and much more.  Love comes in all different colors but this verse says it all no matter what and who you love.   You have to love everyone with fairness but of course you show different affections.  People block that love for their families and friends when it comes to the opposite sex love (romance) and it's not what love is at all.  All that is, is feelings... look deep inside your heart and ask yourself questions and does the answer come out with those words in the verse?  Don't lie to yourself but trust in yourself.  Love everyone as you want to be loved.  Don't just love that one person.

My little London

Okay do you see that little chihuahua?  Yes.... that's my puppy and if you are wondering about her eyes and why it's red, well I wonder the same thing.  For some reason when the light hit her pupil it turns big and red or sometimes the pupil just shrinks.  Anyways,  I gotten her after Christmas 2010 and she was born October, 16th, 2010.  I think she is so dang beautiful and very emotional.  If you do one mean thing to her, there will be tears coming down her eyes and she will make "the sound."  Which I mean that sad whiny sound that puppies make and her eyes get big and pretty so she basically gets everything she wants.  She however can be very vicious or she can act like a rock just hit her head.  I think she is beautiful in every way.  If you guys every raised a pet, you should know what I mean.  Even my mom and my brother loves her everyday and I can't even believe how much my mom loves her, because I never seen her raise pets before except when I was little and I obviously don't remember anything.  Treat every animal with respect because we aren't that different. =)

Friendship and Lonliness

You know what I used to tell myself?  I told myself that I was independent and I don't need anybody in my life except God and my family and my best friend which I called sister, we would fight and argue over stupid things.  Every time that happens I would give up on everybody else and sit behind closed doors doing school works and caring about nobody else.  I thought I was such a grown independent woman, but deep inside I knew there was something missing.  I felt bored and had no life, but at the same time I was proud because I had good grades, I cared about school only and my business career in the future.  God knows that I felt lonely but I refused to admit it.  So a week or so later things went back.  Me and my sister started talking again and so did my my other friends.  I think a lot and I use logic but at the same time I followed my heart.  I love being independent but I can still have my best friend and my friends.  I always thought friendship was pointless until I met my sister.  Now I'm living life with good people in my life but at the same time I'm independent and try not to blame anyone for my issues.  I'm not so lonely anymore and remember girls, counting on your boyfriend is not good for your future.

Hmmmm.... Is Intelligence Important???? or... not?

 Is being intelligent important?  Hmmm.... are you asking me?  Want to know my opinion?  I say yes and no.  It would help you in life and through your careers, also it can push you away.  If you are too intelligent, people around you is going to feel "stupid" and you have to know the limit when to stop acting like you are the above and beyond.  I need knowledge to be successful, but I need the heart to be liked.  You have to keep that balance in your life.  For example, sitting on the couch watching love movies and eating ice cream is not the life you want to live.  So then you have to use your head to tell you that everything happens for a reason and you will meet that somebody but follow your heart like I always say.  Make sure you have balance in your life ;)

Vintage?

Vintage? by JasianDesigner featuring chain pendants

I put these pieces together at polyvore.com.

Being a Fashion Designer

I have been laying down on my bed just about to break my hand trying to find advices, tasks, colleges and all kind of things.  Fashion is not easy, but I keep telling myself I can do these tasks in the future.  Attending fashions shows and reviewing magazines to analyze fashion trends is the life I want to live.  I thank God for my vision able able to feel texture and fabric.  I can use what God gave me to learn how to draw pattern pieces of paper, fabric and using tools to measure and cut.  It might takes practices and hard works, but it's definitely worth it.  God gave me a brain to use information from discussions, personal task and knowledge of fashion to create design.  It's what I want to do to show God that I appreciate the gift he gave me and make him and my family proud.  I realized more and more that life is short and I have to commit to what I want in order to lead my dreams before it's too late.  Starting off from being this normal high school girl who is desperate for the need of help and knowledge to being this designer who has her own business and inspiring people from all over the world is pretty awesome.  I won't feel good until I give my goods to the needs even if I become a star.  Take this as an advice and not an offense..."When you are in high school, follow your heart and your dreams because you will regret the day you gave birth to that precious baby, but don't know what to do with that baby.  Stop spending the paper on chemicals, drugs, poisoned plants that can ruined your life and your mind that God gave you.  Take care of yourself and your life."
-Love Jasian Designer AKA Jane Daoheuang

 

Sometimes in life, your heart says you have to do certain things that you thought you would never do.  People you care about might hurt you and break the promises you guys have made.  You have to understand why they did those things, but if your heart says to go on just follow it.  Sometimes friends come and stay for a while, but it's always possible for that friend to go.  There's always a purpose in life... you can be meant to be independent or married.  Right now my heart says to be independent and I'm following it. It's a new beginning without that person in your life, so it's not and end after all....

I don't think working is about wealth.  Do you??  I honestly think it's about how much you love what you and how much you put in it.  If all you care about is money, it's not a good way to live your life.  Life is about having an adventure without money or with.  My dream is fashion, modeling, and acting... I am not worry too much about how much a get paid., but worried about how am I going to start.  I got  to work hard and give it 100% of my love and passion.  I guess I'm just blabbing on, but it's the truth.  This year 2011, my life has changed and I didn't know it was going to change this much.  I left everyone that let me down in life that I cared about.  Now I have to do my thing and focus on reality....

Don't let yourself down... never...