Sometimes in life, your heart says you have to do certain things that you thought you would never do.  People you care about might hurt you and break the promises you guys have made.  You have to understand why they did those things, but if your heart says to go on just follow it.  Sometimes friends come and stay for a while, but it's always possible for that friend to go.  There's always a purpose in life... you can be meant to be independent or married.  Right now my heart says to be independent and I'm following it. It's a new beginning without that person in your life, so it's not and end after all....