Sunday, February 6, 2011

Friendship and Lonliness

You know what I used to tell myself?  I told myself that I was independent and I don't need anybody in my life except God and my family and my best friend which I called sister, we would fight and argue over stupid things.  Every time that happens I would give up on everybody else and sit behind closed doors doing school works and caring about nobody else.  I thought I was such a grown independent woman, but deep inside I knew there was something missing.  I felt bored and had no life, but at the same time I was proud because I had good grades, I cared about school only and my business career in the future.  God knows that I felt lonely but I refused to admit it.  So a week or so later things went back.  Me and my sister started talking again and so did my my other friends.  I think a lot and I use logic but at the same time I followed my heart.  I love being independent but I can still have my best friend and my friends.  I always thought friendship was pointless until I met my sister.  Now I'm living life with good people in my life but at the same time I'm independent and try not to blame anyone for my issues.  I'm not so lonely anymore and remember girls, counting on your boyfriend is not good for your future.

1 comment:

  1. A very wise man once said that having everything in the world is only worthwhile if we have someone we trulely love to share it with. I think you have hit the nail on the head so to speak.

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